爱,你

simple love song... =)

想听你心跳的旋律
为我创造美妙的歌曲
在这安静的夜里
伴随着你和我的呼吸

好想看进你的眼里
播放着你最美的回忆
微笑着数着记忆
直到你沉睡在梦里
我会守着你 不会离去

只想牵着你的手心
让心相印
没有爱昧关系
只有简单我爱你

好想背对着背看着星星
多美丽
我们没有秘密
只要你相信
你是我的唯一

Life

Things have been taking a really bad turn lately... In the sense that... why has this generation become such that... people have so little trust in each other now?
Values have changed?? Changed because of??
Is it that, because of the internet, that enables us to be able to connect with other people more easily, that we put on a facade so that we become more "attractive" people to talk to? and this becomes a part of us subconsciously?

Its things that we will think of doing to others, that we will have a perception of others... If we think about lying to others about who we are, we will ultimately suspect every word of others...

Life is a mirror... When you get a treatment that you feel unjust about... you should stop to think if you have done the same to the other person... A self-centered world is just a world where no other people exist... the real world is a world with 6billion people and counting... probably another 12billion living creatures not including insects... That is the real reality...

tired....

2010

Its been a long time since the last post....

A new year... new beginning....
There are things that have been left in 2009... and it stays there...
Many things have happened in 09...

I learnt a great deal about myself....
Its true that the greatest challenge of all that you face.... is nothing more then yourself....
I have much more to learn and achieve and overcome....

Well, afterall... Its our experiences and values that bring us to where and who we are today...

The one thing that still puzzles me, is that, will fighting for one's own happiness really brings happiness in the end? or is that "happiness" just a moment of triumphant to "win" someone's heart? Or is happiness to be found and not fought for?

All that I hope for, is to have a simple and contented life the 2010 and give all that i can to everyone...

Cheers....
爱她 就放了他。。。 如果他也回到你的身边。。。。 那就是注定的缘分。。。

<<界线>>

拿着铅笔画着线
画出一个界线
提醒自己不能出界
要分出你我的世界

拿着铅笔开始圈
圈出自己的残缺
提醒自己要看得见
时间不会可怜
不能停留在等待着你的的空间

不想怀念你给过的昨天
只是画出的画面全都是你的脸
学不会离开这空间
回到自己的世界

不想回去陪着你的昨天
只是脑海都是你的脸
想走出回忆的界线
回到开始的起点
只是还要一些时间

我懂

cant really put a thumb on this latest addition to "collection" of songs.... A lot of mixed feelings in it.... yup... another sad one... kinda being too much at the end i guess... will edit when there are better words ba... i guess....

想漂白天空的乌云
赶走你今天的忧郁
让灰暗蓝蓝的你
不再难过不再哭泣

想点亮夜空的黑漆
赶走你今晚的孤寂
让在黑夜里的你
不再寂寞不再失眠

希望星星能陪伴你
安抚你 忐忑的心

我懂 太多气你的话语
却懂 太少逗你的话题
想说 太多太多的我爱你
怎么如今变成了 对不起

我给 太多伤你的记忆
却给 太少快乐的回忆
想说 太多太多的对不起
让你生气却没让 你消气

好想失忆 来换你的开心

Learning 2....

3 mths have past since and many things have happened.......
There are things that made me realise that sometimes.... There is really no hard and fast rule to everything.... There are 101 ways of doing something... 101 ways to say the same words to someone.... i just feel that everything that I have been doing just happen to be in the wrong way.... *sigh...

Thinking of a song right now... but too many thoughts coming round... trying too hard to express one feeling that seems that the lyrics are "forced" to match that... probably thats why the song doesnt come out right....

Heard of many sad stories around... Probably made me feel a little affected as well...... Cant help feeling down that nothing I do seem to be right.... Nothing I say can help....

如果爱她... 就得学习放开她....如果她也一样爱你她会留在你的身边....

Learning.....

Another post after a long break... Heh..
School's been hectic since the Sem began. Going back to school after 2 years of National Service has proven a well known fact, NS has the ability to make you stop thinking... >.< well, most of the time there are only after all, orders to follow....
Going back to the lecture hall does bring back memories from the old poly days....

Exams are coming.... Interestingly, I learn about 5 subjects in school...
Namingly, Macro and Micro econs, Law, Statistics and Learning how to care for someone.

The most important lessons is about learning how to care about someone.
Holding too close will suffocate her, but letting too far will leave her in the cold. Its not easy to know when to hold close and to let go. But im trying hard to score at least a Dist in this subject. =x
something i believe in... 如果爱她... 就得学习放开她....如果她也一样爱你她会留在你的身边....

Its not about why you care and love sometimes... But ultimately, how... That care and love will be felt in one way or another but its how its being told or shown that is much more important.

I have come to realise that being together is not going to be easy as its now a 2-person thing. Similarly in singing i guess... A duet is always more difficult to maintain harmony and support each other than when singing alone. =)

After 22-hours in the airport buried in Corporations Acts and Wife's Equities...... (Thanks to SK for being such a good story teller to let us understand some concepts better =) ) Its another day closer to the end of the semester and to the exams....

All the best to everyone... Exams, work, health and all... =)
Most importantly.... must strike toto and 4D XD
Cheers...