Saturday, October 24, 2009

<<界线>>

拿着铅笔画着线
画出一个界线
提醒自己不能出界
要分出你我的世界

拿着铅笔开始圈
圈出自己的残缺
提醒自己要看得见
时间不会可怜
不能停留在等待着你的的空间

不想怀念你给过的昨天
只是画出的画面全都是你的脸
学不会离开这空间
回到自己的世界

不想回去陪着你的昨天
只是脑海都是你的脸
想走出回忆的界线
回到开始的起点
只是还要一些时间

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

我懂

cant really put a thumb on this latest addition to "collection" of songs.... A lot of mixed feelings in it.... yup... another sad one... kinda being too much at the end i guess... will edit when there are better words ba... i guess....

想漂白天空的乌云
赶走你今天的忧郁
让灰暗蓝蓝的你
不再难过不再哭泣

想点亮夜空的黑漆
赶走你今晚的孤寂
让在黑夜里的你
不再寂寞不再失眠

希望星星能陪伴你
安抚你 忐忑的心

我懂 太多气你的话语
却懂 太少逗你的话题
想说 太多太多的我爱你
怎么如今变成了 对不起

我给 太多伤你的记忆
却给 太少快乐的回忆
想说 太多太多的对不起
让你生气却没让 你消气

好想失忆 来换你的开心

Friday, July 24, 2009

Learning 2....

3 mths have past since and many things have happened.......
There are things that made me realise that sometimes.... There is really no hard and fast rule to everything.... There are 101 ways of doing something... 101 ways to say the same words to someone.... i just feel that everything that I have been doing just happen to be in the wrong way.... *sigh...

Thinking of a song right now... but too many thoughts coming round... trying too hard to express one feeling that seems that the lyrics are "forced" to match that... probably thats why the song doesnt come out right....

Heard of many sad stories around... Probably made me feel a little affected as well...... Cant help feeling down that nothing I do seem to be right.... Nothing I say can help....

如果爱她... 就得学习放开她....如果她也一样爱你她会留在你的身边....

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Learning.....

Another post after a long break... Heh..
School's been hectic since the Sem began. Going back to school after 2 years of National Service has proven a well known fact, NS has the ability to make you stop thinking... >.< well, most of the time there are only after all, orders to follow....
Going back to the lecture hall does bring back memories from the old poly days....

Exams are coming.... Interestingly, I learn about 5 subjects in school...
Namingly, Macro and Micro econs, Law, Statistics and Learning how to care for someone.

The most important lessons is about learning how to care about someone.
Holding too close will suffocate her, but letting too far will leave her in the cold. Its not easy to know when to hold close and to let go. But im trying hard to score at least a Dist in this subject. =x
something i believe in... 如果爱她... 就得学习放开她....如果她也一样爱你她会留在你的身边....

Its not about why you care and love sometimes... But ultimately, how... That care and love will be felt in one way or another but its how its being told or shown that is much more important.

I have come to realise that being together is not going to be easy as its now a 2-person thing. Similarly in singing i guess... A duet is always more difficult to maintain harmony and support each other than when singing alone. =)

After 22-hours in the airport buried in Corporations Acts and Wife's Equities...... (Thanks to SK for being such a good story teller to let us understand some concepts better =) ) Its another day closer to the end of the semester and to the exams....

All the best to everyone... Exams, work, health and all... =)
Most importantly.... must strike toto and 4D XD
Cheers...

Monday, March 23, 2009

Black Berry....

Hey,
Anyone interested in BlackBerry models 8320 n 8310
Please email me. Cash On Delivery. =)

Monday, February 16, 2009

放手

heres a new one...
came from an idea of love i guess...
sometimes... "If you love her, let her go"
This may be a very hard decision to come to..... but yea... it may very well be the best.....

陪你走到家的门口
听你说一个借口
虽然我不能接受
你想离开的理由

陪你走到十字路口
你却转过身就走
当你推开我的手
冷风在我的手中转动

因为爱你我才选择了放手
不想回头让自己的眼泪流
如果你心里 还有着我
请你告诉我 该不该放手

不想让你难受我才放开手
背叛自己的心谁会懂
心好痛当你说没有结果
也许爱已淡了在留住你 也没有用

陪你走到十字路口
你却转过身就走
当你推开我的手
冷风在我的手中转动

因为爱你我才选择了放手
不想回头让自己的眼泪流
如果你心里 还有着我
请你告诉我该不该放手

不想让你难受我才放开
手背叛自己的心谁会懂
心好痛当你说没有结果
也许爱已淡了在留住你 也没有用

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Get to know yourself better

As introduced by Justin... Lol.... cool...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Chinese 牛 Year 2009

This year was a rather tight-scheduled year... We visited like 1 additional relative this year...

Apart from that, my Aunt revealed a heart-warming family history to us...
The additional relative that we visited was actually my 3rd Grand-Aunt (Grandma's 3rd younger sister).

They are actually the only 2 biological sisters in the family. Our eldest Grand-aunt has passed away, which leaves the 2 of them. The story is that our Great-Grandfather was actually from a wealthy family....
He had 2 wives,1st Grand-aunt, Grandma and 3rd Grand-aunt were the children of the first wife, the 2nd wife had 10 children, the rest of our Grand-aunts and Grand-uncles. When they were very young, Grandma actually looked after the 10 children as though they were biological sibilings even though they were only step-siblings... Until today.. all the younger Grand-aunts and Grand-uncles still look up to Grandma as a respected elder in the family...

Cheers to Grandma =)

Friday, January 9, 2009

李俊基《一枝梅》原声大碟之[[花信]]/朴孝信 chi vers

One new song.... lyrics kinda... make sense at one point but moves away from the main point but back again.... any comments to make the song cleaner?

Chi version of 花信 from 一枝梅 =D

感觉你传来温暖在短讯里
手机却在冰冷的手掌心里
想忘记曾经陪你在深夜里
听着你今天有多委屈

不该 不该 不该 不该忘记自己
你哭 你笑 你闹 我早已为你是我唯一
感觉我自己欺骗了自己
我和你怎会有好的结局
想忘记所有有你的回忆
让自己还剩颗冰冷的心

感觉你总是保持着距离
我到底有没有在你的心里
想忘记曾经你说的事情
让自己不再为你哭泣

不该 不该 不该 不该忘记
自己你哭 你笑 你闹 我早已为你是我唯一
多么希望你是一个梦 醒来我可以忘记 你的存在 有实有虚
感觉我自己欺骗了自己
我和你怎会有好的结局
想忘记所有有你的回忆
让自己还剩颗冰冷的心